Dual Monitors Hell Yeah

FINE! I FUCKING LOVE YOU and every time we talk about you and your girlfriend or you having sex or stuff like that it breaks my heart and i just want to cry everyday, I want you here close to me, i want to be able to meet you and have something more than just talking through the internet, for some reason i am very drawn to you and i cant push you away from me(i don't want to push you away), i sometimes wish i was your girlfriend but i know that that will never happen, i try to be happy when talking to you but i don't show you what i really feel because its not important since your in love with your girlfriend, when your hurt or depressed i am, when your happy i'm happy, when you laugh and smile that makes me laugh and smile and feel good inside, i just wish it was you and me sometimes! there i told you!!!